Well it’s nearing the end of May and I have been incredibly silent lately so I thought I would come on here and give you an update of what’s been going on and what is going to be happening soon.
So firstly lets go back to January where I started the year with so much hope and positivity for my business. I had so many plans and full notebooks of ideas that I wanted to work on this year. And then life happens. Long story short my dad got very sick in February and then my partner lost his job. Following this my dad spent 10 weeks in hospital and everything was just all over the place and everything I had originally planned got forgotten. My own mental health suffered greatly during this time and I struggled to keep everything going. It really was like juggling too many balls and I spent a large part of April exhausted and lacking motivation for anything other than survival. It was tough. I also felt grief over the loss of my business plans, wishing I could be continuing my plans but it just wasn’t doable at the time. Slowly I was watching my engagement and stats drop as I stopped sharing my work and it just felt horrible. Not only was my personal life being pulled apart but my job had started to suffer from the stress of it all.
It was at this point I managed to pull myself together a bit. Firstly I decided to not care about the numbers. Engagement and sales were down. Of course they were, I was barely interacting with anyone and I wasn’t sharing my shops or my work. What did I expect? But the thing I had to remind myself was that this was just temporary. The same as my mental health, it’s not great but it won’t stay like this forever. Again this is just temporary. So I decided that it was time to make some positivity! My first mad decision was to update my branding!
I think I have a habit of updating my logo every four years now! There’s nothing wrong with my old logo but I just wanted to have a refresh. This year has made me feel like a fresh start so here’s the beginning!


Honestly I’ve been wanting to share this since I created it back in late February but I just didn’t have it in me to talk business and I also had a lot of flyers with my old logo that I needed to get through before moving to the new logo. But today I am down to my last flyer so it’s time to celebrate!
Over the next few weeks/months you will notice my logo slowly changing and if you’ve bought stickers from me recently you may have also had a sneak peek of this design with my new backing sheets!
I’ve had so many plans for this year and a lot of them are just out of reach for me at the moment. I originally felt really disheartened by this. The most recent being me realising I just couldn’t afford to have a stall at a rat show this year. It honestly broke me this weekend realising my income just wasn’t there at the moment. I felt like a fraud and oh gosh did that imposter syndrome set in! That little voice in the back of mind warning me that someone is going to find out I’m a fraud and I’ll lose it all! Imposter syndrome is the worst. But again this is just temporary. Okay I can’t afford that this year but I could next year! It’s not impossible! So again it’s time to shift that perspective again and focus on the here and now. What can I do not what I can’t do.
So what do I have planned for the next few months? What can you expect from me? Well honestly my biggest goals for the next few months are to finish my brand update and to just be more social and share more. I miss sharing my work and behind the scenes fun and the biggest thing I miss is talking to people! Those along with my custom work are my biggest goals right now. And I guess to just take things one step at a time with no rushing.
I hope to post more here and on instagram along with starting my monthly newsletter again as I’ve neglected that so far this year. It’s time to get creative and to give Silly Badger Designs a lot of love and care so I can give everything the fresh start it needs. So follow along for a fun adventure as I start to bloom this summer!
I feel like I’ve rambled a bit and this has all been a bit personal but sometimes you just have to be open and honest. I’m a person behind the screen and the art work after all. So if you’ve got this far, you’re a star! Thank you and I hope you continue to follow my little Silly Badger adventure!
Have a lovely end to May and I will see you again in June! Follow my instagram for more updates and behind the scenes fun!
Siobhan
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